Monday, June 20, 2011

two years later

Its been over two years since my last blog post....in fact, I don't think I've come back to my blog since I have been back in the states almost 2 years ago. I'm teaching a "cyber" class this summer, and am extremely bored. With nothing to do, I remembered my blog. It's crazy....I didn't even remember how to post a blog on here! I read through all my posts and for some reason, I have knots in my stomach.

It has been quite the transition home for me. The first year and a half threw me for a loop and put me in places I never thought I would be. More difficult than I'd like to admit. Lonelier than I ever would have imagined. Confused, uncertain, fearful, depressed. Regrets, new beginnings, growth, forgiveness, grace. Extreme lows and highs. I have just scattered thoughts.

This will be good for me. Maybe in the next three weeks, I will attempt to blog about this "transition." I'm thinking it will be therapeutic for me.

Wanting so much to be fully alive!

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Yay! So glad you're blogging again! We love you! Let's get together SOON!!!!
-Krista

loi v said...

wow! i didn't think anyone was still reading this! call me next week after your romantic getaway! :) love you!

Kathryn said...

Loi! oh my goodness! just saw this on fbook...love u lots and would love to hear how u're doing! hugs!

Fear_less_fitness said...

I will be keeping my eyes peeled! Cant wait!

Anonymous said...

I "follow" you, so when I sign in to my blog, it shows who has updated on my dashboard. I was SHOCKED to see your blog updated! WHOOHOO!! Hope you keep it up!

Yes, I will definitely call you. Let's get together next week!

-Krista

Anonymous said...

I love you babe!