i am entering 2008 with enthusiasm, joy, and hope. 2007 was a good, tough year for me. reflecting on the year, i am able to see so much of His faithfulness, as i hesitantly took steps of obedience and even when i didnt! my friend christina, earlier on in the year, gave me an analogy that has really come to be a picture of my year.
christina shared with me, as i was working through a lot of deep, hard stuff, that she felt like He has a treasure box full of gifts waiting for me! the hard part is that the treasure is/was buried inside my heart and His. He wanted me to dig deep to find them. christina used the excavating process as a picture of what He was taking me through, much like geologists searching and digging up old bones. much of it is tedious work, breaking through rock and hard places, but the revelation through the process and on the other side is full of wealth and understanding. "keep digging!" was her encouragement to me (even though it was not encouragement early on :) ). though not fully at the end of my digging yet, i have been able to see so much of this wealth and understanding. and i can honestly say that it has been worth it, despite the tears that were shed, the tedious work that was required, and the amount of emotional and physical energy that was expensed.
and so, i come out of 2007 a different person (oh yeah, and in a different continent too!). it is my heart's desire to continue "to love and run hard after Him" in 2008. other goals for the new year are:
- to learn how to cook a new dish each month. you all know how hard this is for me. i failed miserably the last time i tried to do this, but i think being in a different culture will help me. of course, not having my mom cook for me anymore, is another motivation! :) please send me recipes (easy ones) that you have tried and liked!
- finish memorizing the book of philippians. i started several months ago and never finished....3 chapters to go.
- learn how to sing some chinese songs!
i can do it!
happy 2008 to you all! xin nian kuai le!